Tension and Fears

At the moment tension is coming from many areas

1- At work, was not satisfied and not happy with the change .. not satisfied but resistant to change and scared .. don't want to end up as a P&G employee cause I hate the environment there and moreover don't want to start over again .. so, have to find another job before I end up having no options. So deep in a comfort zone to the extent that I cannot imagine myself in a different place. and am not clear on what I want to do next even to start looking for opportunities. In a bad need to have a diversified income sources .. but still didn't find the right tools. Searching for what I want to do as a full time job, what would act as a secondary part time one and what I will do for impact and change

2- A big debt need to be paid as soon as possible with limited resources 

3- It has been 3 years or even more, need to finish the house furnishing 

4- Teenpreneurs ... what is gonna be? Need to settle down on what I will be doing for making impact .. if it remains, it need to grow and sustain .. need to be more well structured

5- Will I ever find love? 

I need a Mentor

I always thought that you need to decide your direction once and it is for all .. but recently have realized it is not true .. even if your direction was clear at certain moment, sometimes you get lost in the middle of nowhere. You need to update your plans .. sometimes at milestones you lose visibilty and it looks foggy. 

It needs to put the effort again, try, search and explore till the right door open and the light shows the correct path.

It is Okay to get lost from time to time